Choosing an Undergraduate Major...

I'm stuck! I'm 99% sure that I have, after 27 years, decided on what type of career I want to get into. I want to become a Psychiatrist, yep, that means Med school. I never thought I would ever go to Med school but after hours and hours upon hours of researching I realized Psychiatry is just something that will come naturally.

But there's a dilemma... I don't know what to Major in for my Undergraduate degree! GrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRrrrrrrrr! It's so frustrating! I have been researching and the requirements for Med schools doesn't have anything to do with Undergrad Majors. There are other requirements though. But the fact that I can choose any major sucks! I don't want it to be so mundane that I just dread school... but also I want to complete it ASAP! I've been looking at curriculum after curriculum after curriculum only to get more and more frustrated with this process!!!!!!!!! But, then again... i guess a few days or weeks out of my life is worth the fact that I will not be regretting my decision.

I also picked this up through http://www.testq.com/education/quizzes

We think you’re the kind of person who’d enjoy a college major that’s an intellectual extreme sport. Flattery? Hardly. You’re smarter than you think. Probably more comfortable with ideas than anything else, so you might be a great match for an exciting college experience with a major that appeals to your analytical side and talent for independent thinking.

So you should consider majoring in thought-heavy fields like Philosophy, where you can take a wide number of topics and push them to the limit, and Mathematics, where you’ll really get a chance to put that amazing brain of yours to the test with numbers and theories. You could even try challenging your mind majoring in a foreign language or in History.

Word of Advice: If a certain action or reaction can effect the rest of your life, take some time to think about how to react to it. A few minutes, days, weeks, months, or years you take to think about it justifiable. What's years compared to your whole life? Each year is only a fraction.

To Conform or Not to Conform? Society Sucks!

This blog is inspired by a book called "The Element by Ken Robinson, Ph.D."

The element in Dr. Robinson's book refers to the thing you are meant to do in life, your calling. The book goes into detail about what society thinks or does is not necessarily the way everyone should live. He states various reasons and ways to find your life passion, stating the pros and cons along the way. He also recalls a lot of famous people and how they achieved the thing that made them who they are.

Sometimes non-conformity of the norm is the only way to find your true calling in life. Just because a million people does something one way, doesn't mean you can't or shouldn't do it another way. Most people tend to go with the crowd, afraid of going another way for fear of ridicule. Or sometimes, they are just afraid of the unknown.

I believe many beliefs and lifestyles should be thrown out, then, only then, can more people achieve greatness in their lives. But, know this, greatness doesn't equal fame nor fortune. It only means happiness. A true type of happiness that I believe only the elite have felt. If you have experienced true happiness then do what you can to keep it, refuse judgement or fear or negativity that might leave you petrified from keeping it at all cost.

For example, if you love art then keep doing art - knowing that you might only be able to get by in life monetarily wise. Don't fear that you won't be able to afford things. Do it for the love of it.

I envy anyone and everyone that are truly happy in life. I don't care if you live in a studio apartment with 3 other people and have to take the bus everywhere. I don't care if you have 20 cars and live in a mansion. I do not care! I really don't. I do not care about tangible things in life because they will always be there. It is the intangible that I want. Think about it, really think about what is important to you. Would you rather have love or a mansion? patience or money? kindness or a jet?

One last thing... education isn't for everyone! You can have a good career without education and you can have a bad career with education.

To Live Life as if its Your Last Day is Foolish

You've heard it before... there's so many versions of it, but it gist of it is, "Live life as if there's no tomorrow."

I went by that quote for so long in my life that I never thought to analyze it. But as I sit here, thinking about what I've done and what I have, I realized I took the message oh so wrong. I don't regret anything I have done in the past, and I wouldn't change any of it, because I am who I am because of my past and experiences. But one thing I will do, is interpret it in a whole new way.

I used to seldom worry about tomorrow. I always got by doing what I do. Worrying about tomorrow seemed like a waste of time, so I constantly lived in the moment, wondering where I would get my next rush, thrill, experience. I was more worried about experiencing life to the fullest rather than preparing for it. I'm 27 years old... no money or asset to my name, no degrees, and only a handful of experiences that isn't common. What have I gained from all this? Really? Nothing much...The flaw in this way of living is that I have so many years in front of me. Yeah, I can get hit by a bus, instantly die in the next second, get shot, etc etc... but chances are, I won't. I'll live to be past 60 years old. And if I continued living the way I did, then I really wouldn't have anything to show for it the day I do die.

I still want to experience life, but in a different way, a planned way. I want to plan my experiences and get more out of it than 'that was fun', or 'what a rush?'

"Live life as if there's no tomorrow, but plan it like there is one."

About to be a Father... It's Still Surreal, but Getting Real

It's been awhile since I blogged about anything... been quite busy with school, my court case, and preparing for parenthood.

I'll be a father in less than 3 weeks but it was all surreal, still kind of is... but it's getting more real as each day goes by. My wife and I have had 3 wonderful baby showers, and 1 more baby shower is going to be thrown for us. Each baby shower was a wonderful experience for my wife, but for me, it was more like 'Yay, more stuff we don't have to pay for.' So I never really looked through what we got, just kinda kept a mental note of stuff that we, again, don't have to pay for. But today I did the baby's laundry. As I was going through each item of clothing, my mentally went numb. Numb in a good way. It's hit me all of the sudden, that in less than a month I will have someone to care for. A person that is a part of me and my wife, our very own creation. Remember that song, "Just the Two of Us" by Will Smith... well that song makes me think of things that I'll probably be going through one day soon...

'From the first time the doctor placed you in my arms
I knew I'd meet death before I'd let you meet harm
Although questions arose in my mind, would I be man enough?
Against wrong, choose right and be standin up'

'People drivin all fast, got me kinda upset
Got you home safe, placed you in your basonette
That night I don't think one wink I slept
As I slipped out my bed, to your crib I crept
Touched your head gently, felt my heart melt
Cause I know I loved you more than life itself
Then to my knees, and I begged the Lord please
Let me be a good daddy, all he needs
Love, knowledge, discipline too
I pledge my life to you'